So as to not totally freak my best friend out, I should probably post something more on the positive side. I am trying very hard to be at peace with my thoughts. Everyday, I am more comfortable with the visions of my future.

forever a hopeless romantic...I think so. Despite the unsettling-ness that often accompanies such a personality, it is who I am. And I like being me. I like the fact that sometimes my heart loves too hard. I like that it sometimes consumes me. I feel deeply and always have. It keeps me, me, even when I have to dig "myself" out and am startled to realize, "oh, there I am." It keeps me clinging as opposed to settling.