deep sigh...have come so far. Started working with a good friend in her photog biz. It's been a blast so far! We have done a fairly elaborate birthday party, a wedding, and I even took family portriats for a dear friend of mine. Of, course, my own kids and dog are subject to the end of my lens incessantly. You see or "focus", if you will in a different manner when looking thru the lense of a camera. Amazing what you see.

So as to not totally freak my best friend out, I should probably post something more on the positive side. I am trying very hard to be at peace with my thoughts. Everyday, I am more comfortable with the visions of my future.

forever a hopeless romantic...I think so. Despite the unsettling-ness that often accompanies such a personality, it is who I am. And I like being me. I like the fact that sometimes my heart loves too hard. I like that it sometimes consumes me. I feel deeply and always have. It keeps me, me, even when I have to dig "myself" out and am startled to realize, "oh, there I am." It keeps me clinging as opposed to settling.

ONCE A DREAMER...ALWAYS A DREAMER

6/09

John and Tug on the beautiful island of Masonboro...so lucky my best friend lives nearby!

Missing my daffodil girl...

John coloring eggs...we have a great tradition of coloring eggs each year at my in-laws. I don't think any of us will ever get too old!